you've been saying that since the day we met

Last night we were listening to In Rainbows by Radiohead as Nick was chopping avocados. Stesha and I were sitting on the stools eating pieces of cheese and bits of vegetables here and there, and I said passively, "I don't own this album, and I've only heard it through a couple times, but I feel like I know every single song and that I've been listening to it my entire life." And then Nick actually listened to an entire sentence I said, and responded to me.
"Hahner, I know this sounds weird, but it's your heart song. It's like your heart knows it, and was meant to understand it, and the beating of your heart is in sync with it."
I've never heard Nick say anything like that, and it gave me chills. And I've been mulling on it all day today as we played music for Sandy church and then hung out as a band at Dan's house.
I've stayed away from Radiohead because it hurts my soul.
But maybe I should pull out the old albums and let it be.