hi, hey, what are you doing?

Well it turned February, so 60 degree days are right around the corner. There was seriously a day last week that I was mad that it was too warm to keep my groceries in the car for a couple hours. But in general I'm kind of looking forward to spring this years. Maybe not July and August, but definitely the first part of W A R M.

The past week, I have been entering my calories in MyFitnessPal app and I think it is actually making me skinnier and making me work out more, (it only allows me 1500 calories, unfortunately) and I am always starving, as a result. But I think I lost 1 or 2 pounds this week.

Slowly paying off my Europe trip, and growing my savings for more trips, and for LASIK which I'm obsessed about. I'm encouraged, but still asking God if I should just stay at Starbucks or try to find a better paying job. Sometimes it is hard for me to know where the line is between living a simple, unflashy life at home with my family and with a 1998 car that's falling apart, or taking a step to becoming more financially "stable" and adult, but have less energy to give to my friends and ministries because I'm working a more stressful job.

 Still praying, never ceasing.

I'm encouraged. I'm pretty healthy. I'm cherishing the last couple weeks of sleeping with my electric blanket.

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Me: How are you?
J: I am twelve days sober.
Me: That is awesome!
J: Yeah, I am only smoking pot now.

It would be very easy to become a psychopath. I am on a steady plan to become one, and it has involved not sleeping all week, and then trying to work while still in a dream state, and with a lack of red meat in my diet.  Add Eternal Sunshine to all of this, shake with espresso and eggnog, and add Halloween makeup and not taking a night off from anything, and there you go.


"I found your life's most perfect butter sauce."
- Chef Celisse