Grandparents in town. I shut myself in the bathroom to count to ten; I pray I don't kill my sister for wearing blood red lipstick on her white face and twirling in my skirt at Village Gardner or whatever, eating sandwiches as I am at school. I've been rather good, considering. I got amazing beautiful grades (even though I missed a total of 14 classes this quarter) and I am on my way to physical well being (meaning I'm keeping up with yoga and cutting down on my coffee/dr. pepper/empty calorie intake. Computer crash. We got a new hard drive. All my best stories were lost. Shoulda made hard copies, or published more of them on secret blogs. I might cry. It's like somebody stole my memories, not to mention my art. Dang Gina. Oh yeah. I think I had the most passionate anger outburst in my life. Yesterday. It was like, everything I've been mad about for a long time just came out as I watched Jordan's face give me these looks I've never seen before like, "Is this you? Are you going to beat me with a stick?" This is a really good apple. I swore to my mom that she couldn't make me go to prom, and that she could forget about having grandchildren because I'm never getting married. I'll join the Carmel nuns, right here in Utah. I'll just pretend to be Catholic, and I'll pray about you guys, even though you don't deserve it cuz YOU NEVER LEAVE ME COMMENTS. I'll sneak out for a good movie now and then, but otherwise, don't bother. After nunning for two years, I will move to Belgium and live in a Waffle House. The native boys will ask me if I'm a cowgirl, but I will not go out with them. Don't. Stop. Wait. I am sleeping on the couch. My head hurts. Goodbye.......I'm not coming back.

B-day stands for amazing. I really love these things:

- Jennifer Neddo (she always get Mrs. Johnson going on some whacked subject and wastes all class time so we don't have to do anything but sit there and make faces at each other when Johnson goes crazy)
- the fact that Kelsea doesn't even really do school anymore, she just shows up, then sits in other people's car til the bell practically rings
- milk shakes and chicken soft tacos (food in general)
- Mr. Pinnock's class, I don't get it, it just works
- chinese food ( I'm hungry, okay)
- April (it's coming)
- rock climbing, let's go