It was good to hang out at Nick's last night. I didn't feel so much like the stranger I've become. I chatted with Stesha, enjoying the smell of pumpkin candles, and her fall decorations.
It is home.
She and Nick, the ocean books on the coffee tables...it can melt my bones sometimes.

Time is going by so quickly. And I don't want to lose it to anything but Jesus.
My memories hurt, and my future hurts, but there is constantly Jesus, ready to hold me.

"I was born secular and inconsolable. I heard that He walked the earth.
And God goes, where He wants.
And who knows where He is not
in me."
-Jenny Lewis