Last night, I laid in bed and admitted a lot of things to God as I was falling asleep.
About how the smog is depressing me.
How I feel a little lonely and a little bit suffocated by January (again, mostly due to smog).
And I also prayed for a house sitting job just to help me catch back up on bills.
I admitted some deeper secrets that for some reason I thought I could just hide from Him? And why do I bother to do that?
He is such a good God.
He placed a few rays of sunshine in my morning via some favorite customers and then when I was getting off work, I got a house sitting job as I was walking out the door.
I am crazy blessed. I need to surrender more to Him, so He can fill me up with Him. Because it is me, that is making me blue. It is my selfishness that is crushing me.
God, help me to shine for You through the smog.
I love you, Lord.
1 comment:
you are right, right, right. i just always assume He knows everything, so why tell Him? but the answer is easy as to why. im lazy. thanks for the encouragement and conviction! well Holy Spirit, but ya know...
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