Handsome is somehow always a little friendly, and always a little rude. I think that's how I like most of the people in my life, but then it makes it harder to think of something to say to answer their questions.
He comments on how I am always there, every morning, making his coffee, and I think, at least I can be constant in one person's life, because I am not there for anybody really. I chase after someone who doesn't exist anymore.

I am going to California. I am going to do homework. I'm going to the gym.
There are little things to make us feel like we are not overwhelmed. Things that help me bite my tongue, and plant my feet. Things that keep my heart on defrost in the microwave, instead of letting it freeze at night out on the backporch.
It's gotta be the Bible, and it's gotta be So Sexy Shampoo that I can smell in her hair when I walk behind her that reminds me of the best days of my life.

"Tony! You came, I can't even believe it!"
"Well I told you that I would."
"I know, but a lot of people say that they will."
"Well this is at least my second favorite Starbucks." (Then he starts to count on his fingers) "Actually it's probably like, my 4th or 5th favorite..."