a tired hello


This is the first year I've actually liked the Daylight Savings Switch.


At Starbucks, I never worked past 3pm, so the light didn't matter. But now, when it's five o clock, and it looks like 3pm, that is a pretty cool thing.

Everything is becoming very real, now. 
I'm missing some clients. I'm missing some coworkers. 
I'm trying to think how to tell G without being rude, but also to let her know I have valid reasons for leaving.


I'm trying to figure out what a month away from my Utah family (blood and brethren) will feel like.


It's big. It's scary in a breathtaking way. 
I listen to the clock tick at night.
My God, who is so much bigger than I am, please make my seconds count.




"I need you so much closer."
-DCFC