Everything is over, and it's so WEIRD.

I turn off the radio when they play those songs about being alone. Except if it's Spoon. Then I just dance.

"I feel so alive yet I feel so alone."

So I was throwing back bottle after bottle of water. I met Steele's brother again, and now I sort of know what Steele would look like if he had short hair and glasses. And I was in the swimming pool at the party, and I was the only one there my age, which is awkward most of the time, but I sort of know what it's like to LOVE people. Because I loved them, and I didn't see their faults, and I didn't see the tattoes and the cigarettes and the alcohol, because we were just laughing and loving each other. (besides, I don't really think there is anything wrong with those three things)

Oh yeah. I LOVE JESUS.